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self-inflicted pain used to make me happy. i often wish i could change someone's life. i debate with myself if chemically controlled depression equals fake happiness. i write a lot of bad poems hoping someday they will be good. i like chairs that are pretty. i don't care about comfort. none of my friends are proud penis owners. i am aware of the possibility of death, but do not dwell on it. i always save my studying for the night before. i like wendy's more than mcdonald's. but i like taco bell the most, and don't really like fast food at all. i like latinos, but won't turn down a white boy. i liked a white boy once who looked chinese. en arizona hay un chico mexicano que tiene mi corazon. (in arizona, there is a mexican boy that has my heart.) i like to say i leave gender roles at the door but i really bring them to sleep with me, for no reason other than comfort. my mother tells me boys don't want to date me because i'm too independent, i tell her that's a sly way of telling me i'm a bitch. only at H&M and thrift stores can you buy three trippin hats for $12.06. i am good at smiling--i have practiced on my webcam more than enough to have a real relationship where you must be happy to survive. i like blue pen more than black pen, but i always find myself writing in black. i have curly hair by default, but i edit myself into straight hair. i'm prettier when i smile. i have a 9.1 at hotornot.com and i like to pretend that actually means something.
i think i am the only one who really believes i am a loser.

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